1. Dizzy spells... I felt like I was going to pass out/vomit/die for like an hour this morning, Tim had to actually drag me to bed and tuck me in... grrr I hate dizzy spells!
2. The idiots at Charter that are going to make us drive all the way down to the office just to make a change on our freaking cable bill. They guzzle money from us for services that we only receive half the damn time. Oh and they were going to start charging us almost 50 more dollars a month starting next month, without notifying us. Luckily I'm smarter than those ass baskets... I HATE Charter!!!! I also hate that they're the only game in town, so I HAVE to deal with them. GRRRRRrrrrrr.....
3. Feeling like we can never get ahead, and feeling guilty for not working and not being able to work... I hate that I can't just let myself relax on this front, and it' s no one's fault but my own (my own hangups, not anyone else's judgement at all). I hate feeling dependent on people, and like I can't take care of myself.
4. That I can't have anything sweet or yummy to eat anytime soon.... that sucks....
5. That everything turns out to be something it really isn't. That you can put your trust and hope in something and have it turn up crap later and not being able to explain quite why. Luckily the best things in my life are sticking around, and give me enough joy to keep me from running amok.
6. Feeling guilty for things that I have no control over, or for good things that happen to me.
7. Feeling forgotten
8. Not being able to trust new people, because all the old ones f'ed up so badly....
9. This carpet.... lol seriously... I vaccuum and a day later it looks awful! Dark blue carpet = badness and frustration!
10. The economic state of the country right now, and that good people can't even get decent work to take care of themselves and their families. The fact that raises get cut to the folks who need it the most, and that we have to worry constantly that the one job keeping our family afloat might vanish someday....
11. Gas Prices- need I say more?
12. Ligament Pain, Braxton Hicks Contractions, and Sciatica.... ditto....
13. People who let their dogs crap in my yard!
14. Being so darned moody! Oh, and don't forget adorably neurotic....
15. Indigestion/acid reflux *burp*
16. Feeling fat, gross, and generally unattractive.
17. Big companies sticking it to the little man every chance they get.
18. Being too far away from anything fun to do this summer aside from the Ren Fest (which we can't afford anyway!)
19. Not being able to sleep more than an hour at a time, and having people wonder why I'm less than cheerful during the day.
20. I hate people bitching, just like I'm doing here.... but at least I can get it out of my system on a blog rather than spewing this all over everyone all day today.
I actually feel a little better!
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I love you...I remember you...well that is about all I can give you right...:)smiles and happiness
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